A Big Loss :'(

26 Jan

Dear Grandma,

I knew you since I was kid. I had countless memories with you.

I always thought that you’ll live longer and could see your descendants.

But God has another plan, and I know each of His plans is perfect for us.

This morning I had a dream. In that dream, I felt like a bird. Then I saw a mother and two children, son and daughter.

It looked like they’re gonna fall down, but they only have two pairs of wings. Finally, the mother gave the wings to their children and she fell off.

Then I woke up hearing my mom’s said that you’ve passed away. I was so shock that I can’t say a word.

Maybe that’s a sign? Or just another ordinary-but-I-think-it’s-so-weird dream?

I don’t know anything, I’m so confused.

I have to feel this feeling, pass my course, pass my fellowship trip. T.T

I got bunch of texts from my friends and I feel like nothing 😐

“My words were cold and flat, and you deserve more than that” (Michael Buble)

I just don’t know how should I feel 😐

Goodbye Grandma, I know we’ll meet again someday..


Your grandchild,



Someday – John Legend

As days go by and fade to nights
I still question why you left
I wonder how it didn’t work out
but now you’re gone and memories all I have for now

But no it’s not over
we’ll get older we’ll get over
we’ll live to see the day that I hope for
come back to me

I still believe that we’ll get it right again
we’ll come back to life again
we won’t say another goodbye again
you’ll live forever with me

someday, someday
we’ll be together
someday, someday
we’ll be together

I heard someday might be today
mysteries of destinies they are somehow

and are someway

For all we know they come tomorrow
for today my eyes are open
my arms are raised for your embrace
my hands are here to mend what is broken

To feel again to walk on the face
I believe there is more to life
oh I love you much more than life
and still I believe I can change your mind
revive what is dying inside

And someday, someday
we’ll be together
someday, someday
we’ll be together
someday, someday
we’ll be together
we’ll be together
we’ll be together



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